You asked about the reason why my heart’s in misery

I couldn’t say because I knew you would think it’s stupid, and pointless

But my darling the truth is, my heart is in misery

Not because of those lies that you told to me

Not because of the fact that you broke my heart with her

Not because of those nonsense that you made me believe

Not because of the fact that you don’t care about me as much as I do

And it was not because that I loved you so much

My darling my heart’s in misery

Because you pretended that you didn’t see my sorrow

Because you lost me again and again and again

Because you forgot about things that I want and didn’t want

Because you made me feel that you don’t love me enough

Because oh because, you made me lie to me

You made me not believe myself and I hated me so much for loving a guy like you

I know you will say that how much you love and care about me

But babe you’re doing it in your vary own way, the way that I don’t like

If there’s one thing, only one thing,

After all the things that I’ve done for you, that I want you to know

It is that I loved you so much that I forgot about myself completely

And I cared about you so much that I didn’t know how to protect myself

I tried so hard to let you know a real me, everything about who I am and what I am

I treated you fairly, and faithfully

I worked so hard to love you, in the way that you liked and wished

But darling how could you break my heart

By not listening, not seeing, not caring and not giving, anything, any little little thing

My darling now I really don’t know

Should I still be love in you

Or should I just leave without a sound

I wouldn’t cry for you anymore

Because part of my heart that died for you will never feel the same love and pain

And I wouldn’t talk about this to you anymore

Because part of my heart that cried for you will never yell out the same love and pain

So babe tell me what to do

After so much sorrow we’ve been through together

After so many things that I’ve done to make you love me more as much as I love you

I don’t know what to do

After so many lies so much pain so many tears and so much heartache

I’m not wiser, I’m not charmer, and I’m not even stronger

Please anybody tell me what to do

I feel so down I feel so sad I feel so bad

But now I don’t know anything about the reason why my heart’s in misery

The only thing I know is that your heart will always be in misery

For the one that you love and care about so so so much

Then shall we stop loving and caring

I don’t know I really don’t know

Do you know?

The reason why your heart’s in misery?